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Dilema Iyem Februari 18, 2008

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22.12 pm….

Iyem melirik jam di layar hp nya….

“hmmmmmhhh….” Dia menghela nafas..

Pandangannya kembali ke layar notebook nya, menekuni barisan email yg mayoritas berisi “junk”.

Yg butuh waktu tersendiri untuk “menyapu”nya dr memory Yahoo.

Bukan apa..itu karena jumlahnya dah bikin dia males buka email..7632..!!!!

Matanya mulai panas dan memutuskan untuk rest dulu..disambarnya hp dr meja…

Di pencetnya tombol hp itu, berpindah dari satu menu ke menu yg lain, dg gamang…

Terbaca olehnya sebuah message, yg di simpannya….

10-feb-2007!!!!

“wooooo……lama sekali” teriaknya dalam hati, sambil geleng2 kepala..

Tertulis disana..

“jika sebelumnya, kau yg meminta perpisahan, kali ini aku …kubukan bidadari seperti impianmu juga keluargamu, dengan ato tanpamu..aku tetap akan menjalani hidupku..dan mungkin aku akan lebih berharga…”

Pesan yg ditulinya sendiri,,,untuk seorang cowok yg menjadi kekasihnya selama 2 tahun..

Iyem terdiam…mencoba mengingat apa yg tlah terjadi ..setahun yang lalu….dan apa yg menyebabkannya menulis pesan itu..Di tekannya lagi tombol hp..mencari2 “jejak” dr teka teki yg dibuatnya sendiri..n akhirnya..

2-feb-2007..terbaca disana….

“ setiap orang menginginkan yg terbaik..termasuk aku”

Wajah Iyem berubah…dilemparkannya hp keatas tempat tidur..bersandar dikursi . Pikirannya menerawang…

Menjadi seperti dirinya saat ini bukanlah kehendaknya, …

“tapi bukankah..itu juga bukan sesuatu yg buruk…” katanya suatu hari

“ tapi bagi keluargaku..itu penting..” kata cowoknya

“ ooooh! Begitu ya….” Jawabnya setengah kaget..dg lirih

Iyem tersenyum, dg rasa sakit menahan airmata …

Ditutupnya pembicaraan itu tanpa member salam pada cowoknya yg terdiam disebrang sana..

Yang akhirnya menjadi insiden “115 missed call” dr cowoknyayg tak dihiraukannya..

Dia memang gak bisa ngomong apa2..

Akhirnya ada sebuah pesan diterimanya,,

“ ..ok ..emang siapa dirimu?”

!!!!!…mata iyem dibanjiri airmata..gusar di tulisnya pesan sebanyak2nya ..

Bertanya, dan meminta penjelasan…

Dan ..

“BUZZ!!!!”

Lamunanya buyar, seorang temannya mnyapa dr ujung Yahoo messenger yg lain..

say…lg apa” temanya bertanya..

“ nothing, Cuma nglamun…hehehhehe’”jawabnya

“ hari gini nglamunin opo sih? Kayak gak ada kerja Lain aja..”kata temannya setengah protes

eh aku mo pulang ..jumpa ya” tambah temannya

“ weleh! Ok..” jawab Iyem antusias , karena dia memang kangen ma temannya ini

Si Ijah, yg mungil, yg lagi merantau di negri daerah Scandinavia…

Akhirnya, pembicaraan berlangsung, sampai waktu menunjukkan 11.42 pm…

Kembali Iyem terdiam..perlahan di rebahkan tubuhnya yg letih ditempat tidur…

Coba dipejamkan matanya…tapi tak bisa..tetap nanar menerawang ke langit2 kamar…

Seolah ada sesuatu yg ingin di temukannya…

“Huuuuuuuuh!” dengusnya…sebal..

Kembali Iyem bangun…kembali kedepan monitor…kembali terbenam diantara barisan2 email…

“Hmmmmmmm…” guman nya sambil membaca sebuah pesan dari seseorang ..yang akhir2 ini mengisi otaknya.

Digaruk2 kepalanya yg gak gatal….

“Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh! Piye ki?” Iyem bertanya pada dirinya sendiri…

Sambil mondar mandir…dalam kamar gelap…dan akhirnya memutuskan untuk kembali rebah di kasur yg mungkin dah bosan menyaksikan tingkahnya dr tadi..

Masih terbayang perjumpaannya dengan Sarmin…hmmmmmm…Iyem tersenyum sendiri..

siapa yg gak bakal mau bersama Sarmin…cowok macho..sukses juga beken..milih Iyem lagi!

“benarkah?”…tanyanya dalam hati…sambil mulai berhayal seperti biasa..

“hmmmmmmmh” tiba2 dia berkesah…

Pikirannya melayang pada seseorang yg mengisi hati….Marto..

“ gimana ini?” ..tanya Iyem pada temannya…suatu hari

“kamu tau apa yg kamu mau Yem..” jawab temannya

“iya..tapi kamu kan juga tau Sum..gimana dia” tambahnya pada Suminten

“aku gak bias harapkan apa2 darinya…”

“ Emang susah Yem….tp kita gak cuma harus mikir cinta” Suminten menjawab..

” Apalagi sesuatu yg gak pasti kayak yg u alami ….jika u pertahankan ..

belum tentu juga u jadian ma si Marto tu” Suminten mulai ceramah..

” yg realistis aja , kenapa sih?”…

” iya…aku paham..tapi..doooooh!” Iyem kembali menggaruk2 kepalanya yg gak gatal..

” Tenang Yem..biar waktu yg menjawabnya….” kata Suminten lg..

“Iya….”


Iyem pun kembali terdiam..bermain dalam pikirannya

Dan dia semakin terbenam dalam lamunan..menimbang, memilih..

Iyem makin bingung..Iyem makin sumpek…..!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sampai akhirnya..Iyem pun tertidur……

“ BE MY VALENTINE n BE MINE…IYEM..WILL YOU?” sebuah pesan…terbaca di monitor…

01.45 am…

 

WHERE IS THE LOVE by Black Eyed Peas Februari 1, 2008

Filed under: lIRIK LAGU INGGRIS — aqualy @ 2:49 am
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What’s wrong with the world, mama
People livin’ like they ain’t got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that’ll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin’
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you’re bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y’all, y’all

People killin’, people dyin’
Children hurt and you hear them cryin’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questionin’
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain’t the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong
Nations droppin’ bombs
Chemical gasses fillin’ lungs of little ones
With the ongoin’ sufferin’ as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin’ really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin’ wrong
In this world that we livin’ in people keep on givin’
In
Makin’ wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin’ each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin’ on but the reason’s undercover
The truth is kept secret, it’s swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where’s the love, y’all, come on (I don’t really know)
Where’s the truth, y’all, come on (I don’t really know)
Where’s the love, y’all

People killin’, people dyin’
Children hurt and you hear them cryin’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questionin’
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I’m gettin’ older, y’all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin’
Selfishness got us followin’ our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo’, whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feelin’ under
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feelin’ down
There’s no wonder why sometimes I’m feelin’ under
Gotta keep my faith alive to lover is found

People killin’, people dyin’
Children hurt and you hear them cryin’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questionin’
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

D87

 

SAY IT RIGHT by Nelly Furtado

Filed under: lIRIK LAGU INGGRIS — aqualy @ 2:47 am
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In the day
In the night
Say it all
Say it right
You either got it
Or you don’t
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there’s no time for joking
There’s a hole in the plan

Oh you don’t mean nothing at all to me
No you don’t mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can’t say that I’m not lost and at fault
I can’t say that I don’t love the light and the dark
I can’t say that I don’t know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?